The Pomegranate Diaries

I really miss people tonight.

I miss my parents. They only live 2 hours away, but a lack of a car and touring with choir makes it difficult to get home often.

Hopefully I can go home next weekend, but I have this icky premonition that choir is going to ruin that somehow with last minute scheduling junk.

But more than that, I miss my friends and church family in Ohio. I haven’t been back since I moved away on August 1st. And that is so hard.

I am the kind of person who is really good at adapting to change and new surroundings and moving on, but sometimes I really want to go back.

I want to be with my best friends when they are going through hard times like a few have been lately, not just over the phone. I want to play piano and lead worship at the church that molded me into who I am with the people who invested in me and believed in me the most, not just going from church to church with choir.

I get kind of jealous of those who go home on breaks to their entire extended family or their childhood friends. Sometimes going home to a town that I lived in officially for 3 weeks is really hard.

I don’t know, I suppose I am being ungrateful, and I am not often this candid in writing or especially on Tumblr, but I guess it’s just one of those nights.

I could probably use an attitude adjustment.

Sometimes a girl just needs a little venting space.

I won’t make it a habit, I promise.

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