I’m taking a deep breath, and hoping that as I type, the words I want to say yet cannot articulate miraculously appear. I’m not one for writing down every thought that comes to mind, I have too much pride in elocution for that, but I think that’s all that I can do at this point.
I don’t even think I’ve fully processed how amazingly blessed I am.
My brain processes things at the weirdest paces, but it is more and more amazing to me how many absolute blessings have just lined up for me in my life.
So much joy and happiness. I never thought that a mutuality of feelings would be something that would ever happen in my life, yet here I am with someone who understands me so perfectly and beautifully well, yet at the same time sees a side in me that I don’t even see in myself.
God lines up things beautifully well, and answers prayer, and is an expert gift-giver.
Even when we know we don’t deserve it.
And I feel so cherished.
I just love feeling wrapped in the love of Jesus. When I sit and think about different things He has done for me, and look past my own shortcomings and problems in my thinking about Him, and just marvel at how nothing is an accident and how He has been eternally, historically, and personally faithful, I don’t even have anything left.
Just realizing my blessings, and committing myself to chase after Him, because I know He is just waiting to be found.
